Today is the day we bring Gavin home! So excited to be going home and to see my Ethan! Before going to the hospital, we had talked about how to introduce Ethan to Gavin. I wasn't sure how he would want to meet him or if he would want to come to the hospital. I did feel like when Ethan did come to the hospital, I wanted it to be just us and I wanted Nick to bring Ethan. I waited until I was ready to be discharged before sending Nick home to get Ethan. I didn't want him to come while I was staying and then have Ethan go home without us. So Nick went home to spend some time with Ethan. That allowed my mom to leave Ethan and come spend some time at the hospital with me and the new baby. My mom came to visit and brought a bottle of wine, a balloon and a BirthDay cake for Gavin! So cute. When it was time to leave, I packed up the rest of the stuff that Nick didn't take with him and my mom left. Nick and Ethan were on there way to come see us and to all go home as a family. I made sure that when Ethan came in the room, that I was all his. Gavin was fed and asleep in the cradle and I was sitting on the bench with a gift for Ethan. He came in the door and I was so happy to see him I started crying. I just held him and told him how much I missed him and how happy I was to see him. It was so crazy to see how big he was at that moment. For the past 2 days I had my eyes only on a tiny peanut. It really put it into perspective how big our Ethan was when I saw him next to Gavin. He saw his gift and was happy to get his Big Brother present from Gavin. Then he asked where the baby was. I waited until he was ready to see the baby before I made any kind of production about the new baby. So we walked over to Gavin and Ethan was very happy to finally meet his little brother! He didn't want to hold him, which was ok, he just wanted us to go home. I was so ready for that!
Proud Big Brother!
Ready to go home


Home at last!
Lexi meeting her other little brother!





